Friday, January 23, 2015

upcoming surgery

The clock is ticking.... the countdown is on. I'm itching to get sawed open (who would ever say this, I don't know).
Under the light and energy of the next full moon I will be cut open, my heart being repaired. Finally.
I recall a time when I used to count how many full moons ma belle and I enjoyed together. We stopped counting. A lot of things stopped. I still look up at the moon, noticing her phases. For different reasons now.

Fear and excitement are just two sides of the same coin called anxiety. Same energy, different manifestations. I have moved from fear to excitement. And sometimes back.

I'm looking forward to getting of oxygen.
Let's get this done!